will never be the same anymore?
it will never be the same anymore i guess, yea, this will be the price i paid for it
i really suck at it, don’t i? i mean, seriously so far i doubt anyone will feel for me
from the eyes of others, it seem so real yet it wasn’t true.
it wasn’t the look that i want, it wasn’t the treatment i want
it wasn’t the beauty i seek, it wasn’t the return i seek
but a truthful heart.
a heart to listen to my complaints, my pain, my happiness
share it without fear of betrayal
oh well, i guess for a person like me with no attraction
no way. no way
guess i might as well be a materialistic and egoist? the one i used to be
